I can’t believe I finished the Mortal Instrument series before school started. It was an amazing series. I’m gonna miss em’ 😭
I’m really sad because I went to my internship this Saturday for the first time and I had a blast. And then this morning I get an email saying that I won’t be able to go back until October due to the bands request. And like this isn’t something that I can just say okay to. I have a class and weekly journals and I just don’t know how this can work. And I thought everything went pretty well except for me not knowing what a telecaster looked like. And I’m so ashamed of myself and pissed and idk why I’m blaming me. And I’m just afraid the band doesn’t want me there because the think I’m a big fan of there’s. I am familiar with them but i couldn’t name three songs if you asked me. So I just I can’t breathe I’m freaking out I feel like I wanna vomit. I was so happy and now my heart is ripped out. I wanna scream.